Music to my ears

Apart from it all
I see things, feel things, hear things
My impression of you quivers
And that fear creeps up my neck again
I`m not scared of you
I`m scared of losing you
And that frightens me more than anything.

When i`m with you, near you, hear you
it all seems okay
You make it okay.
It`s hard to know who to trust
But once youve opened your heart to someone

It can make things even more puzzled.

Maybe, just maybe
that`s the risk I need to take.

The slate is clean

I dont see no dirt
No holes, no grime.
Its pretty, its neat
Its future looks divine.
I see the texture
The details hidden
It`s all clear now
What must be given.

Even though

Even though I'm sick
Even though I cry
Even though I ache
Even though I lie
Even though I pretend
Even though I'm scared
You see me, just me, truly me
You know me, and you care.

Falling..

Hard.

Tripped out the gate.

I never thought my life, as simple as it has always been,
could ever become as complicated (at least through my eyes) as it currently is.

You're slowly killing me
And I wish it wasn't true.
I really do.
But it seems like
I'm so into you?

Everything seems to hurt. It all seems to worry.
Though about 99% of me feels like theres no hope at all
Concidering my life doesn't consist of much need for hope.
That small 1% is still stuck in the back of my mind.
Wondering if a time of day will ever arrive.
For it to be released.
For it to run wild.

Alison Wonderland.. perhaps?

And there's a part of me that knows i'm everything you need
But i'm afraid to let you in
Afraid of what you'll see

And now i'm falling even harder for the boy i really know :)

Oh, Mirror in the sky.. What is love?

My stomach is in knots just thinking about it.

How is it possible to distinguish from a friendship and something more?
Is there a code name that's said?
Are there signs that I'm missing?
Or maybe it's just all in my head.
Maybe its just the thought of it, that makes me crave it.

Or maybe it's something more.